” I talked to my back and asked it why it was giving me pain. I talked to the pain and asked it what it was doing and what it wanted. I waited.”
Since Mother’s Day 2009 I have seldom had back pain. If I do, I can usually trace it to emotional stress, and get rid of it.
One night about three years ago, I went to a party. I didn’t want to go, didn’t want to be there and didn’t fit. I felt stupid and stupider and by the time I got home, I felt stupidest of all.
That night a searing pain started in my back. It kept up for days.
I tried everything. I told my mind to back off. I told my mind that I knew there was nothing wrong with me. Nothing. I told my mind I wouldn’t have anything to do with it, so it might as well leave off.
I ignored the pain and carried on as usual.
After days with no change or let-up, I tried a different approach. I lay on the floor…
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